I am losing
my edges
long time
no see
says the lady
at the pool
who does she see?
my edges have gone
I look down
at legs, fingernails, hair
but I do not belong
to them
I have shattered
again, down
into a vacuum
of dark matter
there was a time
when I wanted this
but this is void terror
what do you fear
about ordinary?
she asks
this. this. this.
I disappear
no edge
merging with
infinite horror
can I find
the ledge
to pull up?
can I redraw
an edge
with this stubby pencil?
do you see me?
long time no see
long see no time
long distance
edge ledge
on a page.

© xmab 22.ii.18